A child I must still be.
I have stuffed animals on my bed. Lots of stuffed animals!
It started with big curly-haired lamb on the clearance shelf at Kroger the week after Easter.
White he was, huge black eyes staring at me.
Pitiful eyes they were, lonely.
That lamb, begging to be taken home. So I did!
Set him on my bed. Between four white pillows and 3 big, white, fluffy, down comforters.
He belonged there, made the room. Made me smile.
I saw the monkey next, tossed across a basket at Pier 1. Long skinny arms and legs.
Legs with huge oversized feet, puffy feet. Out of proportion they were!
He was cheerful apple green – lime mixed. Funny face.
Easy to pose, those floppy arms and legs to express myself.
Stretched out, limbs flung wide if I was tired. One long arm resting on Lamb if I was especially friendly that day.
One by one they came. Small grey bunny, ears reaching to his feet.
Then another floppy one, polar bear, just because he had soft white fur and I could pose him too.
In November my menagerie declared themselves done with the bed. Led astray they were by the new large, very large, baby elephant sitting under our bedroom Christmas tree.
And I’ve learned a thing! These stuffed animals. They have a gift to make humans laugh. Or smile. Giggle even. One just can’t be crabby looking at them.
They just sit there, do nothing. Nothing at all except being what they were made to be.
Stuffed animals on a bed striking crazy poses. Expressing how their people feel.
That’s their job and they do it well. My menagerie.
Made me ponder my own “being” job. Aside from doing. Just being.
Could we over-thinking humans wear joy and acceptance on our faces? On our selves?
Our very presence lighting up a room? I’m thinking it starts here. Before we speak. Or do.
Maybe our real job is to have hearts full of joy. Free of performing. People smile just looking at us!
I want to be that person, that person who brings a smile to someone’s heart when they walk into a room and see me! I want to see them smile before I say or do anything. That’s what the Green Monkey taught me!